Motivation

http://www.skweezer.net/skweeze.aspx?q=http://www.pickthebrain.com/blog/21-proven-motivation-tactics/&i=1

link

http://www.skweezer.net/s.aspx/-/www~smashingmagazine~com/2007/08/14/best-of-july-2007/

Train rain delay

Is that all it takes? 3 inches of rain in one short hour and NYC is taken to it's fucking knees. It took me almost 2 hours to get into work today, and only because I was able to drive in. If I tried to take the train earlier in the morning, I have no doubt that I would have been stuck on the train cursing the decrepit MTA system.

In other news, everything ended up going smoothly for me at work and I ready to work my ass off. Not only am I ready, more importantly I am expected to. The COO and head branch manager already know my name so I need to wow the shit out of them. This is exactly the type of jumpstart I needed for my life. Ordinarily I do very well under pressure, unfortunately sometimes I get too relaxed when there isn't enough pressure.

26 is coming soon and this is a perfect time to rehone my discipline to show myself that I can in fact change my habits for my own self-betterment.

This is the first page in a long chapter. I'll drink to that!

it pays to tell the truth, it only makes cents

tests are over

i finished my last certification today. i also saw alex roy's car on 52nd st last week. even though he is a huge douchebag, he's my kind of douchebag. i dream to one day participate in the gumball 3000, but first things first. this week coming up is going to be one of the most important weeks of my life. sink or swim andy. most of my entries from my phone are totally ambiguous and i know that, its just that i feel like i cant get my thoughts out fast enough typing with only my thumbs. i do feel like this is my time to shine though. i turn 26 in a short 12 days and i am curious to see if my 26th year on this planet will bring me fortune, fame, success and some sluts, because you know everyone needs a little bit of slut in their life. i feel like i am making leaps and bounds in my maturity which scares me because it is alienating my young, wild, crazy side which has no inhibitions. we all need to grow up sometime i guess don't we? i've been doing a lot of heavy contemplating recently and my head is on straight but i just don't know where my heart is right now. here's to 26 being a whole new year of learning about myself, my life, and the loves of my life.

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